Delirium, hatred, machinima..

I’ll say right away: this is not an article, not a study, and no one is forcing you to read it, unless you are/are interested… And if you are still interested, then the short video below will give you…not/a complete idea..

Before starting, it’s worth saying that I don’t pretend to be objective, I’m just trying to do something interesting and exciting, it seems.Actually, you shouldn’t expect a full investigation and clear conclusions from me, just reasoning.

True, this reasoning is the same as the idea that the philosophy of capitalism and conformism is that eternity smells of oil.

Actually, I’ll answer the question right away – machinima are a movie, but in a game, and I love machinima because this type of art is worthy of being in society, only the Russian community appreciates it little.

What then remains overboard?? Nothing, just my feelings before entering into this business, during the process itself, and later, after.

There’s just something to talk about and show, and there will also be a lot of video material, but not funny, but rather strange and deep, unlike my words (which?).

And here’s one more thing, or rather, a thought, there will be a lot of veiled messages, obscenities (censored), hatred of something specific, and just something unclear, taken straight from the head, just a thought.I will support everything either with pictures or videos. Incredible? No.

This is how I ended my journey, in machinima.

However, it’s worth quickly saying one more thing and getting down to business.Thing (which is important to say): Kindergarten – studio of "machinimators" gmoda.

In part, Kraftov is right (it’s unlikely that you will know him, or you know, but that’s not the point), in general, on the other hand, he exploits children, showing them rubbish, and then tells everyone, how can you film something good, they won’t watch it.

And rightly so, if you remove the rubbish and feed it to children, they will perceive this as the norm, and they will often perceive everything else as bullshit.

What does it have to do with when THIS was thrown into the Dark Studio group, it seems that the kids wrote – cool, brilliant!

And when I posted my video about Bodyan and Kraftov (still don’t try to understand), the kids wrote – boring shit (you’ll understand later).Or not… In general, their video is about nothing, there is zero effort, and when you talk about it, they confuse you with shit, making excuses in the spirit of – what the hell are you doing, this is ROFL. Only, in my video, I didn’t laugh. I mocked from the bottom of my heart..

A report straight from the depths of the mind, which tasted the power of machinima, and realized that it was not worth doing… In fact, I want to say a lot, but I will say little, because I am very bad at constructing logic and thought itself, and you may not understand what comes out well. However, soon you will understand everything yourself.

CHAPTER ONE: Getting out of the shit..

6:23:02 – morning, I don’t remember what happened last time, yesterday, it seems… I woke up in some strange place. Three details immediately caught my eye: huge steel walls, four residential buildings and a yellow forklift..

Let’s start with the fact that I will not call myself a “fan” or “admirer” of this and that, but I will say that there is something in this engine that is not just close to the heart, but something that is dear and warm… Like the warmth of a mother or something like that. In general, let’s just say that for me the “Source” engine is a kind of home. During periods of not very easy life, the only outlet for me was “Half-life 2”, and later “Garry’s mod”.

It was thanks to him that I became acquainted with all this movement! Coming home from school, I turned on Garik, went to my favorite cards and did what I wanted! Sometimes, until late in the evening, without having done my homework, I would shoot zombies and watch themed videos on YouTube (then I had just discovered the Internet, in 2010.). Plus, I don’t remember how, but I came across some community on VK, it seems, and started communicating with people like me..

He’s dead, he’s killed, by us..

Well, I even got a friend involved in this topic and together we found hacked Steam, so to speak, and started playing pirated games online. With the people. And then… Then 2011 struck, when my hard drive crashed for the first time (Maxim, your card can swallow).

There was no limit to sadness. I didn’t really have time to plunge into the culture of “Garik” and the community of the “Source” engine before it was all taken away from me! Understand, you felt some kind of brotherhood when huge hordes of these people form a gang, break your car, assembled from shit and sticks, break your barricades, and you and your friend, Kleiners and other models defend the last shelf nailed to one “Weld”!

By the way, I always liked the design of maps in “Source” games. This mixture of some Soviet modernism and childhood dreams, where you absorb the first with your mother’s milk and continue to observe throughout your life… Or maybe you should just do something normal, no, not an option in our vicious world, in which your ass is more expensive than a person stuck in a car after an accident with a drunken deputy, in a second car! And the second, however, due to age, all this just wants to break out. Like a ticking headache or sadness that has darkened your morning… And all this feels very warm and trembling..

In “Garry’s mod”, “Half-life 2” and “CS: Source”, especially, some kind of doom is clearly felt.On all these maps from “Source”, directly, as has been said by many, about sounds (specifically ambient in the “Source” games), you really find yourself in some kind of vacuum, where there is only you and this world that, as it seems to you, you once saw in dreams or in distant childhood… You hear some sounds, ambient and this eternal, somewhere distant, siren of GO, which does not leave on any map.As if..

The most unique experience for me was trying to write my own lore for the world of “Source” and its main games! More precisely, stories.

Now everything is already lost, along with that hard drive… But there is something that I remember very well to this day. From Laura:

“Earth, 2005… Scientists were conducting a standard analysis experiment, but something went too well… A mysterious man in a blue suit said..

– Be prepared for unforeseen consequences.

Phone call..

– What happened to you, what are those sounds, a fire on the third block?!

– We have H.P., accident, leaks of radiation, chlodogen and… – answered the broken voice from the receiver. After this, a strange noise was heard, and after several hours of horror and confusion, the complex was blown up.

– Pick up this can. “Said a detached voice that was distorted by gas masks…”

Yes, it was this passage, something like this, not word for word, that I remember from those times. What does this have to do with combining games??! Yes, despite the fact that the Alliance adopted the most prolific terrorists and operatives and adapted them to its needs. Making them an elite “special forces” unit.

Well, you remember, in "Halva 2", such white soldiers with one red eye, like from the movie "A Space Odyssey: 2001". 😉

In general, then, for me, the era of “machinima” began… Which is what I still do (to some extent). By the way, what’s the point in these designs?? They used to promote the video no worse than the likes (!), well, if the video is supposedly the MOST LIKED (!). But, in part, yes, the update is bullshit, since YouTube has more serious problems that no one has solved yet. And the funny thing is that all this crap started in 2012, when YouTube introduced stricter copyright rules.Previously, it was possible to insert any music, for example, into a video, well, with the exception of the most famous one, but even this was not so critical. It’s trite, no left-wing “office” could throw you a strike and write: – you, damn it, ouel (?), we own 1% of shares from the company of this product, so if you don’t want problems, cut out the video.It’s like coming into a room, saying that you know where the maniac is, and then locking the room and saying that you are all maniacs, but it doesn’t work that way.

To make it not so sad..

The genre had exhausted itself even then, and YouTube added fuel to the fire, as always..

We saw the real maniac at the end of the story, when he, with his strict light brown coat, worn under faded blue jeans and multi-colored sneakers, so brutally killed the sense of style and other aesthetic feelings that everything was no longer important… The real story, spread out in the nooks and crannies of the mind, which I try to put together into a single logic, but, guys, there will be no logic, except for those cases when it is needed.

CHAPTER TWO: I’m starting to dive..

I’m breaking tradition (which?). Don’t ask.

Once in my life, I had the opportunity to visit a real studio where they make radio and other nonsense of our time. But it was interesting… though not quite in the way you might think.However, there is an old expression that I heard on the bus, getting there in the terrible heat, right in the morning, it told me – “there is such a fool, and he will always be”, this is about me. As always, exactly to the point..

BRAIN BRANCH: Effects of heat..

One day, I was sitting with my colleagues in the back room, and was discussing in my head whether it was possible to take a knife and cut someone’s throat. This knife was on the table. I twisted it from side to side, choosing a victim, but every time the knife chose another. These topics irritated me!

I was always fascinated by the fact that halva and sors are a hodgepodge, but not a soup.

Topics of their conversations. However, I didn’t tell you about the place where we all actually sat. The first thing I thought about this whole idea was the cold..

It was like a well, I was like a raw chicken, first fried from behind, and then they fried me from the front, I wanted only one thing – for this heat to go away and for me to arrive on time, and the clock was still ticking..

We are all in the same machinima..

I had water, it was cold, but it didn’t help either, a well seemed to me the best solution, but there was no well, it’s a pity.

“Damn society…” I said to myself.

Pain, that’s what you experience when you shoot something like this on an ancient computer, and then edit it and realize that it’s pain..

The point is that once it was aesthetics, but now it’s zero.

Later I got there, crawled, there was not much time, but I got there, I saw double, I wanted to take a leak, slightly, but I liked the feeling of traveling, all the same… as if you want to move mountains, but… somehow, in the end, you don’t do it, because they are too strong.And I’m already a fried chicken, and yet the thought flew through my mind. About death. About the death of something important, strength of spirit or something else..

CHAPTER THREE: Return to Nirvana..

If you thought it would be easy, you were wrong. But why do I focus so much on some thoughts that are not connected at all?? It’s just that all these were thoughts before the trip, but during it – nothing, not a single thought ran through like a rat or even flew by – I was depressed.Frightening thoughts flew above me like crows that I was just trying to figure out if I would have enough change after the trip. To buy yourself something.

As a result, I decided to discard all the pathos of my speeches and go to a country called “Reality”.

Machinima has become a narrow genre, but still a genre in which people do something and not banal war games or a film adaptation in the halva universe, but something more, something that already attracts a separate type of creativity.For me, personally, machinima is both a platform and a rehearsal for a big movie, which I want to do in the future. Or write books, by the way, I’m already writing one and have even finished it.

You know, reality gets mixed up, and then you begin to notice that what was in the unreal world has appeared in the real world and vice versa.

I, too, have a mount (in the house)?

As a result, after such memories, I thought that everything that happens can be divided into two types: real and unreal.

And yet, something was wrong here..

Yes, it sounds like nonsense or a conspiracy, and this is true, partly, because when I entered this slippery slope, I immediately noticed – too good..

Of course, it’s possible that “Pindossan” came up with it himself, and… Perhaps he’s forcing him to play in favor of machinima and Anglo-Saxon Jews for the collapse of Russia, but (!). This is only possible, without any hope of well-being.

To influence, by the way, and force people in America to vote for Grudinin, who had been trained since his childhood and… Time flew by quickly, and I headed to the exit of the carriage..

Now, after a trip in the heat, I’m sitting in a cool studio and thinking that I’m writing this text with one goal – not to miss the main thing. After this, only later, I will think about work and say that I am unique, but it will not be so, yes, it is true, everything is not so, simply because.However, in addition to the above, I was still haunted by my nails, which I forgot to cut, and also by my old glasses, which I decided to put on today – just like that, without any purpose, you never know, maybe it will work and I’ll be better?

I won’t say..

Oddly enough, this place was, unusually, ordinary. Simple room converted into a kitchen. Microwave, on one of the tables and, of course, the main table. Which was installed to one of the walls. And on the sides of this table there were sofas. Very convenient, but also very small (it reminded me of the cs_office card). However, in that room there was something more significant than a description of the utensils and internal structure.

With all my brains I absorb the entire cringe of the gmod community, said one wise devil, he knew the losses, but did he know that he was wrong (?), in the sense that will be discussed in the next chapter. I bet your mother no.

CHAPTER FOUR: Complete madness..

Remember this when, from a high ridge, a stone falls on a steel fish, while realizing yourself in your soul, you will look at us from the sky and understand that you did everything right. However, it’s somehow that I can also say fag, but it won’t change the essence.

But I digress. I came to https://royal-panda-casino.co.uk/games/ machinima a long time ago, back in 2011, but then I made outright garbage, although with my soul. Now, I left this place because I was disappointed in it, but not completely. Later, you will understand why. Madness is when everyone tells you the same thing, that you should do something, and when you do it, they call you crazy.

Livesey, even here he is here..

Gmod is like Livesey, only in reverse, because everyone immediately loved Gmod, idolized him, and then he died, and Livesey, he just was, until, suddenly, like Patrick Batman, he became a meme. But why? I don’t know. Maybe from versatility? In general, I just started doing something, doing it the way I wanted, and it worked for a while, but then..

The last sentence and the last lines (before the main action), in which I should put a bold point, but this will not happen, since there is no period, and there will be no continuation, at least not now..

I deceived you, there will be a continuation, but not in the form in which you expect. Of course, if anyone is reading this… I hope not.

Something strange, however, as always.

But even if someone reads, I’ll just continue.

Spoiler alert, I’ll say right away, everything went well, everything was done, but that’s not the point, the point is that I might have enough money, bottom line, to buy myself something. Then, wiping the sweat from my forehead and taking off my glasses, after all the past, I wondered if I should remember this moment and write something about it like “gonzo”?

Bottom line, that’s what happened. It’s a bad idea, I knew right away, but if it had been like that, I wouldn’t have come here at all. And if you’re reading this, now everything has already passed, but I’m still not sure if I’ll be able to buy myself anything, and most importantly, when this damned heat, which has already driven me crazy, will end..

By the way, the year is 2011!

This is how MY 2011 began..

And what was there in it, sometimes it’s not clear at all, and then it turns out that the banner in the background just lit up a little. Plane, that’s the exact word! There were no plans, neither I nor anyone, there was just something, there was life, you do and do, like wheels, they move while someone moves them, they themselves cannot roll. Roll down… Without wind there is no movement of wheels and birds, and without an idea there is no movement.

We had a strange generation, instead of building the future, we built cars, dicks, bases and blew up G-Man. In short, there is also a broken system of YouTube itself, which, tritely, sometimes removes your likes, then, however, returns them, and even then, not always. A completely disgusting comment system, most of it is simply not displayed, the function to send a private message to the channel has disappeared, now you can only write in the community or in comments (!).

However, we are not thinking about as always. We think about the essentials or what will bring us pleasure. But that’s not true.

Pleasure comes only when you turn off thoughts and concentrate on something personal, or maybe something present. Lame argumentation is not the greatest problem, really, but is it a problem at all?? I don’t know, I mean, yes, it’s a problem, but is it as big as you might think?? No, just a problem that can be solved. And this is the whole gmod, machinima based on it, such was the time, it’s true, it partially remains, but the problem is something else, namely, Russian communism.

And now, only now, fully, I can conclude that the trip had a positive impact on me, but there was one more thing – I was not going to share this, but I already did it… Peace came when I had already arrived home, and then I understood an important thought: the heat had gone, there was no money left to buy something, I was tired, my glasses fell into the mud, and I understood only one thing… We are fish in this life, and God is a fisherman… The aquarium is great and small, but since we are caught, it means we haven’t died yet..

Damn it, these pretentious words even ended up in a film, a short film, a film by a friend, but they still made it. Madness…

Support the person, be people..

CHAPTER FIVE: More about machinima..

Briefly, my creative path can be divided into three categories: machinima, book, secret project.

A little bit of my book, in audio mode.

This project, like others in my life, personifies me as a dark something rushing in the darkness, through the pouring rain, and I do not thirst for retribution, I thirst for darkness and the depths that it holds in its halls, I thirst for beauty, violence and lust, like in the good old days, when no one could condemn you for the desire to live and betray it with the aroma of sex, drugs and alcohol, but I am not an angel bringing peace, but I’m not a demon bringing death, I’m a person who brings fear and the desire to overcome it, I’m a person who wants… Find your way.

The words were written a long time ago, for my machinima, which I filmed and even inserted these words, but it did not help her, just as the Internet cannot help a person if he wants to release himself..

It’s like a joke I cut from my memories of Tarantino films, damn him..

— You know what they call machinima in France??

— Le-mashiin.? Ha, what if they need to say something about the car??

The dream went well for such a place. I also forgot to write that there is technology here. It seems to be working: a truck, a buggy and an ATV..

One day, an acquaintance asked me: “Why do you think that the Russian community as a collective is dead??»

Because there is no clear direction of development. At least. And at the most, there is no paradigm in terms of running a community. Yes, people love this business, for example, they create groups, film something, but at the 10th level. years ago! Therefore, in fact, there is no development. Marking time is not development, it sounds banal, but few people understand.

At one time, I personally, for machinima, tried to promote to the masses the idea that it should develop itself into a full-fledged cinema.

That is, to become a branch of cinema, like animation, which at first was an experiment, and today, sometimes, can gross more than a traditional film. But the thing is that no one wanted to listen to me, in a global sense. And the result? Sad.

It’s 2022 in our yard, and we are still riveting machinima at the level of 2010-15, approximately. And foreign authors, already in those years, simultaneously created masterpieces for centuries, like “Shelf Life,” and ALREADY promoted machinima into a separate direction – cinema, animation, machinima.

They, precisely, had a goal and a clear model of behavior for a new direction. Yes, they didn’t succeed very well, otherwise we would have been able to watch machinima on TV in the evening or on all those Netflixes. But! They tried.

Times are different now, a lot has been done better, things have been streamlined, there are additional. ways to get somewhere, which means we need to continue to develop. That’s why the community is dead, especially the Russian one – no one wants to develop machinima. Namely, in the direction in which it needs to be done.

A simple analogy, art would become art, in the traditional sense, and would have success and its audience, even now, if at a certain moment, suddenly, the Renaissance had not arrived? No. And, in this case, the people themselves, as carriers of the cultural code, would be in question.We ourselves would most likely still be living in an environment. centuries.

Well, or we would have a very weak culture, despite progress, although it’s hard for me to imagine, because these concepts are related. Actually, the conclusion is obvious (the first one so far) – we need a revival. Otherwise we will remain in “ancient times”.

Actually, it was from such maxims that what grew..

Knives. I’ve loved them since childhood. One big and very sharp. And the second one is small and stupid. Like children and adults. But here’s an interesting fact for you! If you cut a person with a sharp blade, it won’t hurt him so much. But if you are stupid… Well, then it begins to bear significant fruit.

However, let’s get back to the point of the conversation.

We can only hope that Machinima will be able to take off his pants and fuck them right in the mouth! Who knows, maybe his “sausage” won’t break?

Besides, I hope no one will find fault with this text too much. It’s just that at the moment I’m writing on emotions and, of course, I can’t fully take care of myself. Besides, I already told you – I’m not a writer and this is my curse..

I am not against our Motherland and people (machinima, not country). But these are only my modest hopes.

Now, like you, many have their own shirt on their imaginary body. And yet, closer to the point, now no one thinks what might happen later. That’s right? Of course it is, don’t even argue with me.

OLD SCRIPT: Went into production..

Dirty kitchen, she was like a person, dead, but still showing signs of life. Convulsions… All this dirt, like blood, was not only everywhere, but also seemed to be in the air, creating a picture of complete decline, but there was nowhere to fall. The garage, it was in the same house as the dead kitchen, however, the most interesting thing about it was that it was there that the evidence was. Evidence… Van, white, used, but clearly running. And also an old sedan, modern, white, dirty. But most importantly, there is a bloody print in the back of the sedan.The fingerprint was probably left by accident. Or..

Now… I’m taking this off.

CHAPTER SIX: Dark pictures..

It was as if I was looking into myself, looking at these pictures, as if I was entering the darkness, into my palaces. Are they our own?? It wasn’t that hard to get here, just come and go behind the grid… Machinima was left behind. The STOP sign made it clear that this is the end.

Joke! What is the difference between Jews and Boy Scouts? Boy Scouts returning from their camps. You know, they say, if you’re already interested, go. Until the end. Suddenly, after a series of meters walked, my imagination gave me the following picture… Once upon a time he stood and sorted out papers, looking for something, maybe a report or something like that, but now – his attention was gone. He turned away from the lockers and looked towards the exit, in the doorway of which stood a familiar figure.

She started to talk about something, but he immediately interrupted her, or rather, him.It was an old “friend” who helped him, but… The voice was convincing, and he succumbed to it.So I succumbed to the sweet videos that machinima is cool, it’s a scheme for getting rich (in people), machinima is the future, but no.

And if it’s something personal or just a trivial request to watch your channel and rate it.And that’s not all! For example, optimization, s%ka! For me, except for YouTube, all my sites, the main ones, work (give or take) normally, with the exception of serious glitches. YouTube, the bastard, can “stand up” out of the blue and this is definitely not a problem with the computer or MEMORY, no!

The rest works fine (no).

Yes, his arguments also did not lag behind, as if something invisible was on his side. True, from the outside it looked very stupid, because he was like a typical smart guy trying to explain something ordinary. However, the answer was not simple.

He knew how to get to the truth..

But here is the truth, we are all people, just sick creatures and looking for meaning where there is none.

And yet, there were only a few minutes left until the end of the conversation, he was already dreaming of victories in the courts or in debates, but the empty shelves of the nearby cabinet clearly made it clear that the arguments were dead… It was as if he saw himself from the outside, he was gesturing uncertainly with his hands, and his interlocutor was confident in himself. But the most important thing for me is an absolutely broken, crooked, idiotic system of content and algorithms! Since, it is clearly visible how good quality videos, sometimes, due to some little things, are not recommended at all, and all sorts of rubbish, not just in the tops, but, in principle, it is now everywhere.

Dreams have fallen apart, the opponent has won the argument, he dictates the rules of the game. All that remains is to give up and understand that you need to change tactics. And so, quite predictably, the opponent showed his hand, talking about what it could do to a person’s neck if something went wrong.

But this is a deception, he knew it, there will be no murder, except that which benefits only one thing – God.

Now, for the first time, after a long time, a man showed his secret – pills. The same pills that treated him for his illness, but could not rid him of thoughts about the death of machinima. And then it only got worse..

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What am I even talking about?!? I bring you the idea that machinima died for some, in my opinion, ridiculous reason – it too quickly became a mass product, and then it died altogether, or rather, it was raped.

And you even watch this, just once, maybe by accident or out of curiosity, you clicked on such a video, turned it off after five minutes or even five seconds, and YouTube already thinks that this is your interest in life.As one borsch said, all this, of course, is crap, but there are other, more serious problems, so, regarding the removal of diss, this is such a trifle… But, yes, ass.

Previously, there was more good content on YouTube, since the platform itself was not tied to making money. I had to think not about how to make money, but what to come up with something original. Otherwise there will be no views. And now, what is popular with us (?), yeah, that means we’ll do it. Just an interesting thought..

Okay, let’s do this, try to imagine a typical pretentious analysis (Dima?), but not a film, but a machinima.

Viewed (?), okay, let’s get started..

Do you even understand what happened??), and I’ll tell you!

This is a good machinima that raises important topics, including talking about the use of an ax in the forest, since it is known that an ax can cut down not only trees, but also gopniks, for example.

By the way, the gopniks, presented in this film as Germans, symbolize the whole nature of crime and punishment! Yes, yes, such a deep reference to the classics was added for a reason by the author, because any crime is followed by punishment..

Today I discovered strange devices behind the inner wall. And there is also a strange door leading, as it is written on the sign, to the mines or somewhere else… But the strangest thing is this altar… who they worshiped, no idea. THEY? Why did I write this..?

But the most important idea is that not only our grandparents can fight back the Germans, but also you and me, watching this movie. How (?), you ask, and I will answer – simply by buying an ax. It’s not for nothing, the ax is a universal thing, but here we are just returning to the beginning. After all, it doesn’t matter whether you have an ax, whether you are in the forest or not, but if you have the desire, you can defeat three Germans, Gopniks and anyone else, and most importantly, be brave in this life, and then… You will succeed.

Thus, by rethinking a simple plot, we rethink the hero himself and rely on understanding a simple thought – strength is in truth. Which is an even more subtle reference to the creativity of… You know who. And the conclusion will be the following words: “Did you even understand what happened??

"OPENING EGGS: No subtext..

“The curtain of stars, millions of scattered stars sparkle in the sky, so many of them that it humiliates me, and it’s hard for me to bear it..

"Brett Easton Ellis – American Psycho"

I brought this whole controversy to this: machinima is too vast a matter that cannot be taken and cognized. You can try, do it yourself and learn, but I’ve been doing this since 2010, and now it’s 2022. That is, in total, I have been doing (doing) this for 12 years. And you know what, I only understood one thing, machinima is a swamp. However, I even went down in history as a screenwriter.

I hope I’ll go somewhere else, but not into shit..

It drags you in slowly but surely, it’s difficult to get out, but it’s possible, but the aftertaste will stay with you for the rest of your life. People are cruel (they are the ones who did this to her), but sometimes it is she (cruelty) that moves us forward and makes us more humane. No matter how contradictory this may sound..

After all, it’s like imagining two different scenarios or concepts.

CONCEPT No. 1: “Shooting, blood, violence, people are running in different directions, and this is a hotel! Everything falls to pieces, like in the matrix. As a result, the main character, wounded, with the last of his strength, turns on a special ability and moves into a girl, a maid (!)… She is dressed sexy, the camera emphasizes this, and after that, from her cart, she takes out a machine gun. She starts shooting! Everything is falling apart, guys are dying, everything is in slow motion, crumbling into dust, blood is splashing in different directions (!), and the main character comes to his senses… And suddenly, when the fire died down, the main character shoots the maid in the head (!).

“CONCEPT #2: “Wide shot, the camera goes down and we see an old car, a hatchback. Two people are sitting in it, a man and a woman, they are talking about something… Suddenly, the woman noticed something. The man had a revolver in his hand, Smith and Wesson .38 special, five rounds, black, with a brown handle and a short barrel. People call them “snub-nosed” or “bulldog”, but she called them “cheap”. Since every whore had such a “bulldog” in her bosom. And so, when she was about to ask him something, he looked at her with such a look that she immediately understood that it was better to remain silent. But she needed to talk, so she started… But before she had time, the man stuck a knife in her throat, and blood flowed like a river, right onto the glass…"

Which one is more exciting (?), of course, both, since in the first there is a sexy maid, and then she dies, and in the second there is just a girl, but she also dies, spoiler..

You know, arguing with my bastard friends about what machinima is, I came to the conclusion that machinima is just part of an art that has died.We killed him, namely by simply scoring.

CHAPTER SEVEN: Understanding the Past..

In general, I watched this video and realized one simple thing – this is the plot of MACHINIMA! Seriously, that is, not in the sense that I will film it (or someone else, although I can’t guarantee), but these are the kinds of stories that often appear in machinimas and the like.But really, there are almost no plot-based works. By the way, by “plot-based” I mean those works where the main attention is paid to the plot. And most importantly, it is written like in a movie.

Not exactly the same example, but quite suitable..

However, if you allow, let’s remember today’s Hollywood and its crafts.

Scary? No? But it should be, since this is no longer the future, like a buggy cyber, no, this is shit, the present, in which there are bugs, is not the worst thing. And, you know, what’s the worst thing in the life of any of us?? Right! Freedom.

At one time, such freedom opened up to all of us, especially the Russian community, that in the end we just ruined everything. Like the USSR, funny (no)..

Better watch it now..

Viewed (?), almost completed.

FINAL: Not really..

Let’s get back to the point.Actually, you don’t have to look far for examples (and I’m not talking about my work), there’s the same “Shelf Life” – machinima, which, in my opinion, could become an excellent film. Yes, the premise is banal – “a scientist has invented something that can penetrate the depths of consciousness and…”, then you know. But how it was filmed, for machinima 2009!

This is the only thing that will do..

Having yourself, having a girl and having a boyfriend are all the same thing, I can say with the highest responsibility, however, there is an even darker side..

I have already said somewhere that it was from this work that my love for machinima and the genre in general began. And I even believed, back then, that the future was in this direction, but… We all know the result, especially after such a long controversy.

Yes, there are good works, and many of them are excellent comedies and just funny videos, yes, I myself enjoyed and still enjoy them. But… Somehow that’s not what I expected, but, on the other hand, were those really bad times, overall?? I think not. It’s just that you can do better, or you can be like me, or you can just develop and not stand still, or maybe I’m just an old asshole (25 years old, yeah), who stupidly misses the old days, and everything new – no, don’t.In short, here’s a post for you to think about or not, and the rest to bed! Good luck!

Anyway, have you ever watched old machinimas?? One of the first. What were the subjects and priorities??

So I, looking at what machinists are doing now, looked into the past and realized how cool it was! Then.As a result, I decided to make a machinima in the style of 2009–2010. She didn’t come to anyone. A couple of people tagged and that’s it.

STRANGE THOUGHT: However, true..

I didn’t want to, but I still had to insert it.

However, the idea is correct – experience decides. So it is in my case.This whole experience has decided and already confirmed my fate, but let’s take it in order.

The only thing I’m worried about is YouTube, because there are enough songs in machinima that are under copyright. If YouTube wouldn’t ban me for the whole video… don’t pay attention.Terminal pain and burning in the frontal lobe of the brain, a feeling as if you were salted and eaten, and then shitted on, but not removed, not washed away..

I’m not discouraged, I’m just moving on and I hope it comes out tomorrow or the other day. What’s the problem?? In my weak PeKa, which does not pull! What does it have to do with the bitch, it somehow selectively pulls or doesn’t pull! Sometimes he renders, calmly, in an hour or an hour and a half, really difficult projects, well, in extreme cases, in five hours, but here a simple project, just a visual, bitch, has been making me suffer for days now!

The thoughts in my head were so torn when I tried to make each of my videos unique in terms of visuals. I died here too. Burnt out.But I don’t get discouraged, I just cum, bleeding and out of my ass. And my eyes simply refuse to see the memory error that has already fucked me up..

The problem is that I’m just a person who was stoned with hopes and bright things that clouded my mind so much that I just believed. In general, I decided to interview one more person here and, at least now, I know how I will do this shit. More precisely, how NOT to do it! Otherwise I will end..

With these thoughts, I interviewed a man who ended up crap on my friend and colleague, and then called me an asshole for such a video.

Yes, maybe I’m exaggerating, but you yourself understand, or understand, that this is a crazy ode to the idea that a person is weak in the face of deep reflection, but he is strong in explaining it.

Or tear off the balls of someone who decided that he could dictate his opinion and also offend my friends!

Instead of a thousand words (not funny).

By the way, can you smell that smell?? That’s right, this is a new idea for machinima! So I got in and out exactly when I needed to, but it didn’t help. Therefore… In my case, review, I, as a person who could potentially have a child, am concerned with the following question: “How will the administration resolve this issue?».

The issue of oversupply of seats.

Will this become an obstacle for someone, will there be a situation in which someone will be denied a place?? From personal experience I know how difficult it can sometimes be to find a place for yourself and your BABY.But the main thing is: “How could this even happen??»

Couldn’t machinima (and the people themselves) have foreseen such an event and done something in advance?. For example, temporarily, prepare other places or register and at the same time decide something?

The answer is simple – no.

However, the event itself is an indicator that there are more and more people in life, but places “are not expanding”. I started saying this because machinima is an additional reason for thinking about who we are and why we do all this. Yes, there is an answer, but it will be disgusting to you – death.

And after death there is a continuation?

What tells us that we need to solve the issue at the level of the city itself, build more houses and institutions, but this requires funding. And even more importantly: “How will this ultimately affect the work of teachers and whether there will be enough of them, and how this will affect the educational process!».

Why did I even start (?), ah, yes! City! I grew up in a place where there was a lot of different architecture, and in the city, I noticed a lot of similar elements, and to put it simply (in modern language), I caught so many vibes that I just died. From happiness and surprise.

Choice is an illusory crap that tells us that we must comply with the norms of society and live as others want. But the problem with this approach is that we all think within our own worldview, and if this cannot convince a person of his helplessness, then I have nothing to talk about. But by the way, all this is nonsense from the heat… Riding in public transport kills more than the death of a person or machinima, which gives me the right to choose in the direction that I don’t care.

However, nothing new.

CONCLUSIONS: Pre-final agony..

This will never happen again..

I died, partly, I’m old when I started the business, and now I’m resurrected, because I realized that creating machinima is a passed stage, and it’s time for me to move on.

It’s hard to write, even if the toilet is in front of you, but the point is not in a stupid joke, but in the fact that I used it at all. Like in machinima, exactly when it was not/necessary. Or do you need?

Something is happening, I seem to feel it, shit is happening in the world and more people are starting to unite and decide something, we are starting to decide something and unite, in general, now there is really a war going on, and not only there, far away, it is happening deep, in our minds.

Now, perhaps, there is a turning point in our lives, when people begin to understand that TOGETHER – We can move mountains. We can achieve what seems impossible to achieve, that is… Damn, I’m really getting philosophical..

My First Machinima..

All sorts of things happened. I remember, I stupidly wake up in the morning, get ready for school, then come back, with the thought that now I’ll go to Garik, film and post it on the channel, when I went to YouTube – such a channel does not exist (it was stolen…).

Then, in 2012, it seems, he created the SelyavanTV channel, which, by the way, is still alive, well, that is, like a ghost. It has not been deleted, but videos are no longer posted there. I couldn’t restore access to it, I forgot everything, passwords, etc…

Realistically, now, you won’t make machinima, in a good way, because it’s fashionable, you’ll do it because you want to do it. Yes, there are directions, like mine and sims, but that’s a separate conversation. All this takes me back to the moment when I decided to start the path of a machinist (again).

I didn’t even know then that it would be something like this, but the main thing that I understood is that you didn’t understand anything. I also didn’t understand anything when I walked this path, except for one thing, in order to understand all my maxims regarding the path I’ve traveled, you need to go through it yourself.

Yes. The thought is hackneyed, however, it allows us to think about the fact that in our world there is some matter that cannot be understood. However, as I said somewhere far away, the time was cool, it’s gone, there were good jobs, but now it’s dead, like all our hopes and dreams. However, don’t be discouraged and think that this is the end.

My Best Machinima, because the first..

Of course, there will always be a period when only good music helps or the realization that you are a boy or a girl in your soul, although in your body it’s the other way around. No matter what those who want more money from life than he or she needs tell you, but (!). Try to understand, tomorrow will be tomorrow, yesterday was yesterday, and a person should live in the place where he is now.

Too abstruse, I know, already, but such was the way of the samurai..

Remember just one thing – the more complex the concept looks, the more interesting the implementation. From my own experience I will say that when you meet other authors, you discover new heights for yourself, there will be new opportunities: collaborations, mutual assistance (voiceover, animation), advice and new acquaintances from these authors.

What I mean is that our finale is blurry, like my thoughts, but they are accurate in their understanding of matter, and matter, in turn, is a living being..

By the way, have you ever thought that the new Batman is actually about a mystery man??